Cosmos

Which is worse - A person who is dead but very much alive in your heart , or a person who is alive but dead in your heart ?

Answer here

I was clearing my desk this morning and found my tea cup heavy.

It was a suspicious discovery as I’ve not been drinking from that cup for a while.

When I lifted the lid, to my horror, I found a thick layer of black moat floating in my cup. I tilted the cup to reveal a decaying inedible to be a tea bag. Without second thought, I poured away the murky content in the toilet bowl and flushed it down the sewage without remorse.

I wish I could say the same for you. I wish I could leave those affections for you to decay over time without a care, without notice and incinerate those stale feelings should I ever stumble upon them again.

you have no idea just how much I care about you

just what else other than your pride & ego stopping you ?

to let others to intervene and help out a little with what I can..

here’s the practical reason why Im writing this so-called book..

I only continue progressing the story when Im down or just simply thinking about that person. These are times when my emo-meter stays at such because of the constant reminder that the relationship did not turn out the way I wished and may remain that way for rest of eternity. Unless of course he decided to get serious about being serious. Till then, it’s still a worthy story that might be put in good use someday.

So stay tuned ~